Random

It’s strange how things happen...

How life can just change in an instance without you even realising

See before he was just this random boy I saw around

Now he makes me laugh even without knowing

Random how things can be

Resisting...Thoughts...Urges

Resisting the urge to go so deeply within this to avoid us both getting hurt

Yet for some reason

What seemed to be so black and white, is now flowing down a path of the unfamiliar that could cause both of us a greater pain.

Or should I say me,

As it is no longer apparent to me what you think about this

Case of the Exes

I slightly ashamed to admit it but I enjoy trash TV. The Only Way is Essex. TOWIE. However, you refer to it I like it and I'm happy to indulge in this secret pleasure viewing. 

Thinking

Thinking of him takes me back to a place when I was happiest

A time and place when trouble was a matter that didn't concern me,

My childhood...oh how sweet!

When my one and only concern was what should I eat!

This was before the reality of growing up and upcoming adulthood hit me like a ton of bricks

And becoming an adult seemed like a lifetime away...

Christmas Wish List

It's weird because I'm not really a Christmas-y person (I may or may not have been likened to the Grinch before *major eye rolls emoji* but this year for some odd reason, I'm feeling the festive spirit a little more. It could because I'm starting to feel a little more settled in my working life and I actually really like and enjoy my job. It also helps that I work with some of the nicest and creative people I've had the pleasure of meeting recently.

Right Person Wrong Time?

Have you ever met someone you just instantly clicked with? It's like the conversation just naturally flows, everything just seems right and feels right and in an ideal scenario you would be together, yet for some reason, you aren't.

What’s with All the Games?

Like I mentioned previously Sex and the City is like one of my favourite programmes of all time. Friendship, honesty and relationships, what more could you ask for?

His Reflection

As I stared at his perfect reflection through the display window

It was like time stood still for what felt like an eternity

I was frozen in the moment

I had a thousand thoughts running through my head,

Appearing in my head and fleeting just as quickly…

“It was never meant to happen like this!”

“Why today of all days?”

As I stood there with my brain running like a Gatwick Express train

My heart started to beat faster and faster until I could hardly hear myself think

I should have walked away then and there but I continued to stare at his perfect reflection

A Funny thing called Closure

I recently put up a blog post called "What Are the Break Up Rules?" talking about a recent situation that had ended. It felt like things happened very quickly and before I knew it was over. Just like it.  I wasn’t ready and I certainly didn’t want it to end but it was over and I had to try and get over it. To be hundred percent honest I am still coming to terms with it being over. 

How Soon is Too Soon?

Let's paint a picture. You have recently started seeing someone and things are going really well but the time is approaching when it can get a little awkward.

Dating App Chronicles Part I

If you remember I previously mentioned that some time last year I thought it was a good idea to join a dating app would be the solution to my so far chaotic and complicated love life (I don’t know why I ever thought that). As you can assume from the title of this post you can guess – it didn’t work out.  

Is the Grass Really Greener?

I have a few friends who are in relationships who always tell me how much they want to be single and I look at them and think why, though? 

Kind of Love

I want that all consuming kind of love,
That deep can't live with each other but can't live without each other kind of love,
Before you think I'm just another clueless romantic who has this unrealistic notion of that kind of love,
Take a moment to just listen to why I crave that kind of love. 

Why Have Rebound Relationship When You Can Have Rebound Shoes?

We've all heard the saying the best way to get over someone old is to get under someone new. As hilarious as I find the wording of that saying I don't think I necessarily agree with it. 

The Dating App Chronicles Back Story

If you guys have been following my blog you will be aware that I decided last year to join a dating app,where I discussed the three types of guys you could potentially meet. Just in case you haven’t got the slightest clue what I am talking about.

The New Lace Romance

I have always had a thing for lace detail anything, so it was like fate when I was waiting for my friend I decided to have a browse in shops on Oxford Circus and found this dress and these precious rings.

The Three Types of Guys You Will Meet on Dating Apps

So last year I had the bright idea that I should join a dating app because well I don’t know why but I thought it would be a good idea.

Curve

Your silhouette is curved like a stunning sculpture,
Shaped with an elegance that is intoxicating to everyone that you grasp with your inner glow.
So luminous is your being is it like looking into the sun directly, and being blinded...
Yet you continue to guise at it,
Even though you know it isn't good for you, but the charm it holds has you trapped.

Five Signs He Just Isn’t that Into You

Throughout my years of dating and relationships, there are various things I have learnt. 

My Summer Romance with London

Summer is my all time favourite season. So many great things happen in the warmer weather.  

What are the Break Up Rules?

So I’ve recently come out of something that could only be described as the “it’s complicated” relationship statuses you use to see on Facebook in yesteryear.  

Green Suede Dreams

Can we just take a moment to appreciate just how dreamy this dress is please?

The Flying Goodbye Note Part 2

The continuous merry-go-around that we put ourselves on has to stop

And it is harder, knowing everything that has been expressed cannot be taken back…but we both know this time around it has to be it

No more turning back

No more false sense of realities that neither of us cannot admit or aren't willing to admit

The Flying Goodbye Note Part 1

Fly away into the night sky so far I could not trace you even if I tried.

You and I are both more than aware that this has been pending

Like the pressure of overflowing ash so close to its breaking point it is a surprise it had made it this far without destroying everything within its very sight

But I chose to cling onto you like you were mine to keep

Not realising that by keeping you close I was concealing your beauty from those that deserved to see you in your glorious form

The Turtle and The Hare

So I have been a fan of SATC (some of my friends might refer to it as a broad line obsession) since I can remember. 

A Fresh Chapter

So this is my second attempt at having my own blog. My first attempt lasted about a year and that might tell you something about me as a person.  After toying with the idea I have finally worked up the courage to start a new blog. So here we are.